never like me,like me like you

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1289307449#!/profile.php?id=100000352506779&and=1394170442
after reading the link, I believe this woman just assume FRIENDand I no longer can expect more

Saya benar-benar sendiri

sendiri, saya merasa sendirian di dunia ini
nobody care to me..

Terima Kasih Semua

Hari ini tanggal 7 Desember 2010, bertepatan dengan Tahun Baru Islam 1432 H saya hanya bisa termangu meratapi kaki kanan saya yang terselimuti cidera.
Kecelakaan ringan ( berakibat fatal ) yang saya alami kemarin petang di depan Mall daerah Cililitan,Jakarta Timur
Tidak pernah saya duga bisa seperti ini, belum hilang rasa sesak saya setelah telephone genggam saya raib pada tanggal 3 Desember lalu
ini lah Jakarta, mungkin kesalahan saya untuk mengadu nasib di kota sekeras Jakarta
Sampai detik ini semangat saya masih belummenyala
Apa tujuan utama Tuhan memberikan cobaan seperti ini kepada saya?
yang saya tahu semua akan indah pada waktunya
apa memang sebenarnya saya tidak diinginkan oleh Tuhan untuk terlahir di dunia ini, maka begitubanyak kesialan yang terjadi pada saya
dan saya tinggal menunggu KEMATIAN

memories of vocational hih school-

bandzetter- saint of my live accoustical (live)

you are born in a rich family and I do not

I sometimes think why is this and why sowhy he is clever and I was the foolwhy he's personable and I became the ugly ducklinghe's rich and I am very poorbut this is my life where I am which is always the patient objectswhat I could be like them very rich?I can only try it slowly and thoughtfully in every prayer I always prayed every night, every morning, and every dayhopefully I can be successful

MY EVERYTHING

interested in being my girlfriend?

The first was an arrogant girlfriend

I think I still love her to this moment, but apparently notthe woman who was in my mind during thisat every night-my nightbut not for her, there is a handsome man, better and much richerhe's got everything and I do notmaybe I was not fortunate to be born in this worldI did not adore you any more, no more waiting for you and I am ready to find a good woman beautiful and certainly one of beliefsand I believe now my heart no one else

10 September 2010

get ready for awaited day will soon arriveday where I have to struggle again to find printing that require energy both in the factory or in design

excuse me ex-girlfriend

For all my ex-girlfriendeven more so for my ex I've ever cheated on January 2008 I just wanted to apologize. I i do not know you read my writing or not. maybe now you hate me, but I really regret ever become a man who is not good for your timeI'm so sorry, really very sorry.excuse me

a child who is equipped with all its faults, that's me

I like guitars, pounding bass also really like it, kick a ball futsal, basketball throw (with this small body), graphic designbut I'm just an amateurjust amateursfrom the beginning until now has always been a person who amateurI am not an expertperhaps this is indeed the best way that God's love to mea child who is equipped with all its faults, that's me

warm kiss?

age has led to eighteenwas no longer a childreleased time for all the ambition and business starts, it looks too latebut no one was late.I am sure thatGod loves me with my effortsdo not just kiss you're searching for a friend!

libido came

dent form of the beauty of her body, penetrating scent to the sidelines of my lungs become a permanent smell, movement can only make me swallowand now I'm hoping she comes into my dreams to give her kisses for me

chaos world of graphic design

yupp, almost even a month old I became part of a printing press. indeed be part of the regular printing, but this time different. I became part of prepress not print anymoredifficultconfusedalways the feeling that I feel so far, appears intent to return to the world of print again and decided to stop working. but still bear, soon Lebaranfreehand, photoshop looks much easier than with autocad, Illustrator, InDesign, coreldrawcoreldraw easy but if engaged in full-day (according to my personal view)diatribe and vituperation from customers, sometimes making a mess of my heart without any purposeI want to move the workplace, wherever it may, if digital printing can I be grateful and be thankful always

just for you mothers

I probably will never existif I do not birth to,I probablywill never be like this without itshe onlyonly she who is always there for meprepare breakfast for mewake me from my sleep in every morningwaiting for me to come home from work at midnightI really love herMy life, my success, just to herthank you so much mother
a confession to his mother from tika flora and also are

my life feels more energetic and vibrant without you here, on my cell phone

I never meant to make you leave the streets like a black cat. was like something was missing but I just feel more able to create anything new and through anything. no longer the girl who told me to sleep promptly at 9 tonight, no more blind jealousy without cause there was no message from you on my cell phone containing the poisonous words that can make me look like an idiot the world's creatures and even a space
Previous say just wanted to apologize to my friends who had the less taught by my ex-girlfriend who looks like she's mentally illlike my junior high school friend, Sue (I never liked him time 4th grade, haha it was very stupid)also to Widi, my lady friend when the practice of fieldwork in Bandung, excuse all the scorn my ex-girlfriend yes = ')to tika Tigaraksa and rachma too

I looked deeply flawed

I never even hope to be like this, become a man like thisI know there will never be a perfect person, but I know this was the same man in all of them .. but not for my ownI want to be like him, I want to protect them, I want to be able to defend them from evil people, I want to be always beside her, I wantwantvery very very want

coz i've got something to tell you

i'm affraid to got a words from them like f*ck, stupid, silly, idiot and the worst words others.
i choose to resign from pacaging factory and find out another company.is it right?
OMG,i don't know to starting new carrier with my next step.

who is JUSTIN BEIBER ?

Before i was watching Liputan6 News about Hysteria from Girls to him(Justin Beiber), i never heard his name.
I don't know why many of my friends on cyber world (facebook, twitter,, plurk, and koprol), in my school, church and neighbourhood like HIM.
what he had to catch up girls attention?
some people i was asked, tell me they like Him coz he handsome (look like Aaron Carter), his voice is well, cute like baby (read:beibi not beiber.red) and a good dancer
but when first time i listening his voice with Booming single, Baby( featuring Ludacris) i just want to give thumbs up for him
they think you tiger !

Last takin', no tears on my cheek hell yeah (#3)

Foto ini diambil di sebuah jembatan didaerah Seglok-Tangerang, yang konon katanya sering terjadi pembunuhan dengan motif perampokan motor.




Pertama Kali dapet seragam kerja langsung take photo, meski bajunya kebesaran(kegedean bukan kebanggaan) hehe

the UV varnisher, a short story i wanna you know

Muhammad Riyanto (dibaca: Macan YL.red) di depan mesin UV Varnish
Sanzan, Ferry, Joeng .. The Laminator Crew))
Joeng laying on Conveyor. (GILA !!)
Sogi, Putra Mardi Yuana Bogor.

Last takin', no tears on my cheek hell yeah (#2)

Pindah Rumah ke Tempat Mamed, dari jamannya gw PKL dia mulu yang 1 atap sama gw..
sampe resign pun barengan pula hehe

Last takin', no tears on my cheek hell yeah (#1)

Minggu Pertama di Tangerang, Ngerasain 1 kost bareng Joeng, Sanzan, Axwin, Tile dan Ferry terasa berat (baca:sangat berat.red)

FIRST START ! I' AM READY GERMS !!

THATS WHY, I PREFERS TO GRAPHIC DESIGN THAN GRAPHIC TECHNICAL INDUSTRIES

alfy effect !!

Her name is ALFIRDAUZI HARRIZQY WIDYANDIE (find out on Facebook Social Network and you'll get her)
she look smart,calm, wonderfull, pretty, overall she is a good woman for me
sometimes i've got a bad issue about her, but i prefer believed to her than others, coz i love her too much =')

New World Are Ready (CPA)

KELAS		: XII CP A
TAHUN		: 2009-2010
NO	NIS	NAMA	Skp	Kptn	UN	US
1	07.2393	ADE DANAR N	L	L	L	L
2	07.2394	ADE YANUAR	L	L	L	L
3	07.2396	ADI PUTRA H	L	L	L	L
4	07.2398	AGUNG DIAN P	L	L	L	L
5	07.2399	AHMAD SAPUTRA	L	L	L	L
6	07.2401	ANDIO	L	L	L	L
7	07.2404	APRI RIYANITO H	L	L	L	L
8	07.2408	ARIF HARTANTO	L	L	L	L
9	07.2412	ARVIN SEPTIAWAN	L	L	L	L
10	07.2414	BAYU ADJI P	L	L	L	L
11	07.2421	DANNY SATRIA J	L	L	L	L
12	07.2423	DIDI MUSTOPA	L	L	L	L
13	07.2425	EDIY NUR TRIYOGA	L	L	L	L
14	07.2430	FERRY SETIAWAN	L	L	L	L
15	07.2432	FRANSISKUS X. G	L	L	L	L
16	07.2434	GHIFARI GALANG W	L	L	L	L
17	07.2436	GUNAWAN WIRATMA	L	L	L	L
18	07.2438	IMANUEL KUKUH ARI	L	L	L	L
19	07.2440	INDRA DARMAWAN	L	L	L	L
20	07.2443	IRWAN KURNIADI	L	L	L	L
21	07.2444	JONATHAN EKA D	L	L	L	L
22	07.2447	LAURENTIUS O	L	L	L	L
23	07.2462	MUHAMMAD RIDHWAN	L	L	L	L
24	07.2463	NATALIANDO	L	L	L	L
25	07.2465	NOVAN SYAHRIZAL	L	L	L	L
26	07.2467	NUR CAHYO ARI	L	L	L	L
27	07.2471	RANDIKA RASYID	L	L	L	L
28	07.2473	RESQI UTOMO	L	L	L	?
29	07.2474	RIKO DESTANATA	L	L	L	L
30	07.2478	SARDAVIDSON	L	L	L	L
31	07.2481	STADORES TANJUNG	L	L	L	L
32	07.2482	SUPARDI	L	L	L	L
33	07.2490	VITRA APRIYANTO	L	L	L	L
34	07.2494	YOHANES BABTISTA	L	L	L	L
35	07.2496	ZULFY RAMADHONY	L	L	L	L

bidik & klik (18/04/10)

coz i am a part of tired victims ;(

sometimes, i've been trying to get someone for heard my complaint, funny story (able to make she LOL), and everything what i wanna say
finding a job its easy if you're know how to do
and i practiced that haha
sorry my friend in CPA'07 Community, i am earlier get job
sorry bandzetter, maybe i am being a part in this band but i am just additional player. so if i seldom to go to studio, that's fine to me and us !

NO NO BABY

but i'm terribly very sorry for the last time, i do what i wanna do not you wanna do
if you think i was a super robotic M1000, you wrong !
i had a life, where i can do whatever i wanna do

anymore..

making a best sketch of our memories

i remember how you hold my hands

i carved my name on your deepen heart

just wish you'd never leave and forget me

but right now..

not me again to gonna be with you

you are his' now

and i am still alone without someone..

She is Mine

And i know you put end love me last night

already long
when i was wounded you comes to me and cured my wounded with touch of your heart
i dont know why
i could loves you and i'm sure too, you still loves me now
in my heart
i was carved your name so that never people can steal my heart although now i was choose her
but, now it's over
i don't know how to make you back to me
a hopeless of my private obsession
and i know you finished loves me
last night

Johannes Adhe Yanuar-

for jossieca jossi, someone who was caught my heart.

thank you my granesia (from my notes on facebook)

pemilihan tempat pkl merupakan sebuah pilihan, tapi entah mengapa aku memilih bandung dan granesia .
asa ku sempat terhentak ketika mengetahui bahwa perusahaan ini tidak memberikan 'biaya akomodasi', tapi . .
apakah hanya lembaran uang yg aku nanti dan aku cari ?
bukan ! it isn't the reason i choose this company .
aku mencari pengalaman dan kedewasaan yg selama ini masih belum aku dapatkan .
biarlah sahabat2ku mendapatkan gaji, karena aku tidak peduli
kalian hanya mendapat 'gaji temporary' dan sedikit keberuntungan .
suasana kekeluargaan yg kental dan ketenangan yg harmonis menghilangkan sgala keluh kesahku disini
meskipun untuk makan susah, tapi aku senang karena ada teman2 dan keluarga yg slalu mendukungku dari jauh sana .
walaupun aku kurang fasih berbahasa sunda, tapi karyawan2 perusahaan tak kenal lelah memberiku semangat dan dorongan agar bisa terus bertahan
segala waktu dan lelah yg ku alami ini, terganti seiring dengan bergulirnya waktu .
mungkin hanya sebungkus mie instan yg menemani hari2ku, tapi apakah aku harus mengeluh ?
keluhan bukan merupakan jawabannya
aku menikmati dan selalu mengucap syukur meskipun hanya bisa mkn sebungkus mie instan setiap harinya
waktu terasa semakin berlalu, satu bulan telah kulalui bersama tmn2ku .
semua yg ku alami disini tak akan pernah terhapus meski sang waktu lah yg memiliki kuasa untuk menghapusnya, aku senang disini
meskipun badanku tidak sekuat yg lain, meskipun penyakit2 tak kenal lelah menyerangku, tapi apakah kau pikir aku akan menyerah dan mengalah begitu saja ?
aku lelaki dan masih muda, ini waktuku untuk terus berkarya dan memforsir seluruh raga, pikiran dan jiwaku untuk terus berproduktivitas .
aku tahu aku mampu, aku yakin aku bisa meski aku hanya sendiri disini
genap 2 bulan telah kulalui sendiri dengan kesederhanaan seadanya, tapi akhirnya aku pulang ke rumah jga krna selain disuruh orangtua tp juga krna ada tugas sekolah yang harus dikumpulin hahaha
kesederhanaan telah mengajarkanku banyak hal, aku bahagia disini dengan keadaan seperti ini

bulan puasa, bulannya buat org2 muslim.
Tp terkecuali gw, gw jg terpaksa ikutan puasa gara2 temen2 kostan gw pada puasa jg
ternyata puasa gak berat2 banget kalo di jalani dgn hati yg lapang dan ikhlas..
Buka puasa cukup minum teh manis anget jg udah cukup ngenyangin perut gw, sahurnya cukup mie instan dh hehehe..
minggu2 terakhir di Bandung, ngebuat semuanya beda
sebenernya seneng sih akirnya nanti bisa ketemu keluarga di rmh, temen2 di rumah tp gw jg ngerasa bakal ada yg ilang nanti
duit jg makin tiris, tp gmana ya ?
yg pntg gw pgn ngasih something deh buat keluarga di rmh meski buat mkn disini aja ribet hehehe..
Seandainya gw dapet gaji, mgkn gw bs tambah bikin org d rmh seneng
tp mau gmn lagi slain pasrah ?
Mau ngeluh, Gak ada gunanya jg.
Nilai laporan prakerin udah di bagi, di mesin cetak lembaran lumayan lah nilai gw gak ada nilai C nya hehehe..
Terimakasih Tuhan

(15 Juni -12 Sept 2009)

Satu Kata

Sebaris kata membentuk sebuah nama
nama yang selalu terukir indah
di dalam lubuk hatiku..
karena semua yang ada pada dirimu
hapuskan semua dukaku

senyummu berikan sejuta harapan untukku
saat mulut ini mulai tak mampu berkata,

hanya 1 kata,bahwa ku sayang kamu

(Jonannes Adhe Yanuar)
this song i've written when the first sight with my special friend :')

hear/near

too late for say all of my obsessionistic about you
ever i got, something a bad fact and its make me sick and falling in dark hole for temporary
i know u, but you never trying to knew me
its not fear,girl
i'll keep our love,
but it isn't OUR,its only me when you not around with me
Please hear me now, and make you and me being the best couple God had

N35 (Classic Edition 2K8) II

N35 (Classic Edition 2K8)

heavy weight days (white thursday,good friday till easter eve)

I've got a new friend this vacation, his name is adjie wibi.He comes from Kulonprogo(a little village in center of java near to jogjakarta), and stay for few time in my best friend's house that is catur.
In thursday, catur, adjie, andro, and me are going to go to department store in town hem of jakarta.We are wasting time in playstation rented for one hour, in the third floor among the 21 cinema and timezone:game for family after that, we find a GM helmet in the parking yard and we sold it with 80 thousand rupiahs (andro and adjie=@25 thousand rupiahs, catur=30 thousand rupiahs)
Catur got more money than adjie and andro, coz he was a main actor from that part.
In afternoon,i go to Gardu City for training a new song with my band, BANDZETTERS
In evening, adjie, catur and i go to church for selling a book for "misa".and i am can't go to church in night coz my pants is wet and i am so tired and have a headache..
GOOD FRIDAY
Goes to Bekasi, Wisma Asri Blok S No.43(that is a number Adjie Aunt's house).from 11 am to 1pm, a long journey.that is make my waistache again..
before us do this, we are went to church for "jalan salib".
and go to catur's aunt, in Bekasi too not to far from adjie's aunt home sweet home.
at 6 pm,we are go to churc for Good Friday. i've met my bestfriend, laurencia dyan in church.
EASTER--->
Easter not Ester,she is my ex hehehe
in morning i go to school for share everything about KKPI,and i go to catur's house just for hear his stories about girl,girl,and girl.
my mood was so bad last night. i don't know why, i'm sorry friends..