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Mar 31, 2010

titik kesabaran

belajar dari pengalaman orang-orang hebat lainnya, jangan belajar dari pengalaman pribadi
terkadang semua yang gw harapin gak sesuai keinginan gw.gw gak tau kenapa..
mungkin emang Tuhan punya rencana yang lebih gokil buat gw, encane yang bisa ngebuat gw berkata 'WOOW'.hehe
buat anak setingkat SMA kaya gw ini banyak banget tantangan untuk menguji kesabaran, seperti halnya yuh :
  1. ROKOK
  2. CABUT
  3. Free Sex, kenapa banyak orang yang suka ini?karena free tentunya, (free=gratis),coba pay sex.haha, pasti ga ada yang mau deh hehe
  4. Fams Problem
  5. Money
  6. Pacaran, terkadang orang yang punya pacar itu banyak yang lebay.ngerasa sok eksis atau keren gitu lah. gw juga bingung kenapa
  7. Gak Belajar waktu ada test
  8. ditolak cewe
  9. dilecehin temen sekelas
  10. dizolimi
  11. dinodai, hehe..
oleh karena itu, banyak sabar aja lah jadi manusia,toh hidup kita tuh cuma sementara.jadi jalanin aja men !

Mar 30, 2010

learning and learning everywhere i go

everywhere i go, my mind and my point of view must in unlock possessed
sometimes people comes and try to make me fall to darkness and they are gimme a smile and lot of laugh yeah jerk
they are thought while they makes me sad is the best part of them
experience, body language and whatever people say is contain of knowledge
that see guys, i look young, different from others and dangerous

i can't reach you.. :'(

best mother, cute sista and good brotha

this is the reason why i always trying to doing anything more than i do in yesterday.
because they are my plane, and i am a pilot who must bring them go to a better place.

i am aquarius guy ! ( not capricornus)

AQUARIUS BOY - THE ONE U CAN'T TOUCH (1/20-2/18) Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to Have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Attractive. Loud. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

When you are dating an Aquarius Man you must remember that he approaches the game of love slowly, methodically and deliberately. "Playing" the dating game of love is fun and should never be rushed.

An unconventional but innovative charmer who can wow those around them. Full of surprises, they simply cannot be happy or fulfilled unless they are free to do as they like.

They are never willing to sacrifice their autonomy, but will generally always put honesty ahead of romance. As a committed partner they are likely to be faithful and trusting, as any form of dishonesty goes against the Aquarius grain.

The Aquarius man tends to approach sex via the mind. Where they can share and discuss their thoughts with their lover, then bed matters will be greatly enhanced.

Their inherent curiosity tends to lead them to creative experiment between the sheets, so be prepared! A lover who can appreciates the Aquarian quirks and gently draw them out will create a romance dance that goes on and on.

Aquarian men often believe that their way is the best, so it's no surprise that they are attracted to a partner who might mirror those good qualities.

Social interaction and ability to impress the masses for some good cause are near and dear to the Aquarian heart, so a partner in these areas is their just reward.

An open-minded person, willing to explore unlimited horizons, will also help them reach new heights.

A loving partner who can provide warmth and understanding can fulfil a major void in the life of the Aquarian and, if they can also embody the ability to share, then the relationship could go very far.

Best Bed Mates for the Aquarius man: >Gemini<, Libra, Sagittarius, Aries, Aquarius.


Aquarius Man

When you are dating an Aquarius Man you must remember that he approaches the game of love slowly, methodically and deliberately. "Playing" the dating game of love is fun and should never be rushed.

An unconventional but innovative charmer who can wow those around them. Full of surprises, they simply cannot be happy or fulfilled unless they are free to do as they like.



They are never willing to sacrifice their autonomy, but will generally always put honesty ahead of romance. As a committed partner they are likely to be faithful and trusting, as any form of dishonesty goes against the Aquarius grain.

The Aquarius man tends to approach sex via the mind. Where they can share and discuss their thoughts with their lover, then bed matters will be greatly enhanced.

Their inherent curiosity tends to lead them to creative experiment between the sheets, so be prepared! A lover who can appreciates the Aquarian quirks and gently draw them out will create a romance dance that goes on and on.

Aquarian men often believe that their way is the best, so it's no surprise that they are attracted to a partner who might mirror those good qualities.

Social interaction and ability to impress the masses for some good cause are near and dear to the Aquarian heart, so a partner in these areas is their just reward.

An open-minded person, willing to explore unlimited horizons, will also help them reach new heights.

A loving partner who can provide warmth and understanding can fulfil a major void in the life of the Aquarian and, if they can also embody the ability to share, then the relationship could go very far.

Best Bed Mates for the Aquarius man: Gemini, Libra, Sagittarius, Aries, Aquarius.



Aquarius Man - Career Profile

The inherently curious Aquarius is considered the sign of the “seeker of truth” the scientist and one who looks to the future.

They have an inquisitive nature that always has them pondering on what is new or different and how such things might be applied in order to assist society in the future.

A vast number of the worlds most respected innovators were born under this sign and many take the view that as the Aquarian thinks today, so will the rest of the world think fifty years thereafter.

These are very sincere people who place great value on friendship and are enormously popular with those around them.

They are humanitarians by nature, idealistic in their beliefs and passionate pursuers of causes such as non-profit and charitable organizations that will improve or help society.

By nature the Aquarius man will be resolute in their beliefs (but only after having weighed up all the plus and minuses) and are sure to get a job completed or to achieve their objective.

Traditional ways of doing things can be foreign to the Aquarius character. Just because something has been done in a particular way in the past does not mean that the Aquarian will follow suit.

Possibly, one of the most difficult work problems facing the Aquarian is to be able to convince others that that their innovative ideas are not just pipe-dreams but worth acting upon.

These folk can be brilliant to the point of genius, however, where occasionally they get things wrong are unlikely to be prepared to admit so publicly.

Aquarians are attracted to unusual vocations and, in particular, work that doesn’t involve fixed regular routine.

They are pretty self-sufficient folk who do not mind working alone all day so that a self-employed activity, providing them freedom to do what and when they like, would suit them fine.

These folk are extremely adventurous in their work, trying out concepts, ideas and things that haven't been attempted or done before so, they are best suited to vocations that allow them scope for their remarkable, inventive or technological talents.

The modern technological age is made to order for the Aquarian, with employment in the media related professions, television, computer industry, videos and electronics of all kinds

These Aquarius folk were created to institute change in the world, to provide new ideas, concepts, styles and conventions and to challenge and effect change by breaking the obsolete or outmoded.

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Aquarians are attracted to unusual vocations and, in particular, work that doesn’t involve fixed regular routine.

They are pretty self-sufficient folk who do not mind working alone all day so that a self-employed activity, providing them freedom to do what and when they like, would suit them fine.

These folk are extremely adventurous in their work, trying out concepts, ideas and things that haven't been attempted or done before so, they are best suited to vocations that allow them scope for their remarkable, inventive or technological talents.

The modern technological age is made to order for the Aquarian, with employment in the media related professions, television, computer industry, videos and electronics of all kinds

These Aquarius folk were created to institute change in the world, to provide new ideas, concepts, styles and conventions and to challenge and effect change by breaking the obsolete or outmoded.

Some suitable vocations for the Aquarius Man:

Artists, Astronaut, Astrologer, Astronomer, Aviator, Academic, Announcer, Airline Staff, Consultant, Composer, Computer Programmer, Entrepreneur, Electrician, Entertainment, Inventor, Investigator, Fashion, Film Producer, Industry, Journalist, Legislator (Legal), Mechanic, Medical, Musician, Navigator, Research, Politician, Pilot, Researcher, Scientist, Statesman, Sales Representative, Sports person, Writer.

only you deep down in my heart

I LOVE YOU JESUS DEEP DOWN IN MY HEART.
and i love you too my dear my obsession.haha
i don't know how i feel today,you makes me like a kid missing his momm and he is trying to get new replacement things in his life.
you are so kind, beauty, but i know you not too care to me.
i know you are his', and i am here just a poor kid which wanna reach the ceiling in my house. its too high for me
i hope you read this notes and i hope you can hear my song that i was written just for you.
nobody one can make me happy,

Mar 28, 2010

it's a good time for being a teenager !!

looking everything, from right to left, from back to front and everything is ok.
when my point of view is too adult but i do like a kid.
i wanna love, rational of love.
i am not player anymore, i want you for now and forever..

anak penjual buku misa..


bangun pagi buat ke rumah Tuhan untuk menjual buku panduan tata perayaan ekaristi bareng temen gw dari kecil (catur namanya).
ga sempet sarapan karna emang belum ada yang dimasak, tapi udah minum secangkir teh manis buatan nyokap gw.lumayan lah..
dari jamenamkurang lima belas menit udah standby di gerbang digereja dengan muka ramah tapi tetep keliatan tengil.hehe
dari kemaren gw udah jualan buku ini,lumayan lah kemaren dapet 179ribu, pagi ini dapet 736ribu.kacau..
siangnya 570ribu.
lumayan juga..

capek gw, malah belom makan.tapi kenapa perut gw mules ya bukannya laper?apa karena paginya belom makan ya?
tau lah
tugas penjas belom gw kerjain, besok ujian praktek kimia+fisika pula, motor belon di cuci,abang gw ngomel2 mulu
hadah stress gw. i need somebody to solve all my problems

Mar 17, 2010

made me be stronger

verse :
since she know and..
since she look my dark side
and from this moment she was leave out of my life
*chorus :
one and going to two and three days i passed
although i passed all with a lot of tears on a cheek
you'll never had knew about this lil
i can't stand up without you
verse 2 :
just a lot of drop tears i can give to you
and i hope you can back and say something
i feel alone for the last time since you were gone..
back to *
fading out :
but now i can, i know you're just a fvckin girl i had
thankyou for your taste yeah !!
well,its made me be a stronger person than yesterday

song by badeck 2k10

when you take it away from me

this is love?

this is it?


and love out of my life now..
i might be a played, but i'm sure i won't made you sad like before.I've been trying to be a good man for you until i know your heart is still saved his name.
everythings i do for you, always againts the world with myself.
are you serious to make me like this?
psychophatfreakz!
you make me like this and i'll promise to be a good man for my family and my soulmate.
DON'T FORGET IT !!!!

Mar 16, 2010

take a chance when i'll showing the real me yeah !

start learning playing an instrument music, especially on guitar in 2007 to get my favorite girl in junior high school makes me freakz for a long time with distortion waved hehe
until now, i am still an amateur for guitar player than everybody i had knew
i was a founder of Empire band in 2009,and i am as a vocalist/guitarist/song writer in my first band. but, because any something difference in this band, empire are rest in peace.hiiuhh
and i have ever trying to solo project with adeyanuar name's on myspace, with 6 song i had created with accoustic guitar with powerpop punk influence
In March 2010, vemau (as a vocalist of zetter band's)came and offering me to join in his band.i need long time to answered his requested, and finally i choose to join and be an additional guitar player. First training with zetter band's with saint of my life song, it's so catchy and fun.and it made me a waistache.haha
in the mean time, i am a permanent guitar rhytm in this band and i hope this band can develop while i am in here..

Mar 15, 2010

just another side of my bright side


hey my 'best' girl, who was the best God has created.You can look my inbox on my mobile phone to get the fact about my promise to be a good man for yourself.that is only one name, which filled in and decorated my inbox and that is your name.hehe..
you was taked my heart and made me like a another kid, had not been original myself. but the originally is my bad boy side, and now i think i'am like a kid without sin.haha
i know maybe my life is so short when you countdown my life while i around you, but i am just a kid(future good man hehehe). i'm so sorry if any something of mine, can't i tell you more.i won't look your panic and your tears. i just wanna see your cheese..
i hope you know and can understanding, baby.keep smiling and lot of laugh with/without me..

Mar 14, 2010

capture picture for desaputera's book year :')

OH MY GOD !!!!gw baru bangun jam 7 pagi.. padahal janji sama temen2 kelas ngumpulnya jam stengah 8 pagi.jarak rumah gw yang 20 km ngebuat gw harus bawa motor dengan kecepatan 60km/jam.haha,(sok pinter banget)
baru sampe Ps. Rebo, tiba2 ban gw goyang2. ASUUUU ! ternyata ban gw bocor lagi.karena ga enak sama temen2 yang udah nungguin gw disekolah, jadi gw putusin untuk terus melaju dan menerjang ibukota, eh tapi pas gw udah nyampe Caglak (tau caglak gak?gak tau?serius gak tau???Caglak itu daerah deket Condet..hehe) gw denger ada suara dari depan bawah "keplek-keplek-plekkk-plekk", waktu gw liat, ternyata ban dalem motor gw udah keluar haha. K.A.C.A.U
ya udah terpaksa gw turun, nuntun tuh motor sampe bengkel motor milik bapak2 tua yang mukanya mirip banget sama guru kimia gw.hehe
gak nyampe stengah jam, akhirnya tuh urusan kelar juga. gw langsung ngebut deh ke sekolah, tapi gak disangka.. waktu gw baru nyampe UP(Universitas Pancasila), ban gw bocor lagi !sekarang giliran ban belakang gw !sial sial sial.sampe di sekolah,untung temen2 gw pada bisa ngertiin, (makasih banget)
karena faktor waktu yang ketat,ban motor gw gak sempet di tambel lagi dan menyebabkan gw harus rela ninggalin motor ceper milik abang gw itu di rumah temen gw.
Untung ada Upay(bayu),temen sekelas gw yang dibilang mukanya mirip sama aryo dan dani.(kembar tapi beda sperma dan beda sel telurnya hehe)jadi gw nebeng bareng upay ke museum Satria Mandala buat take photo.
dengan uniform warna hitam,dipadu accesoris pribadi ngebuat XII CPA(kelas gw) terlihat modis dan kompak .haha
Yups,jam stengah 9 kita semua berangkat, tapi baru 1/8 perjalanan, si Aceh(rundika) bilang "yah, gw ga bawa STNK.gw pikir mau ke kalibata doang".JAHHH! ni orang bukan warga negara yang baik, udah cuma pake sendal sendirian(yang lain pake spokat).yaudah kita semua nungguin dia di pom bensin Tanjung Barat buat ngambil STNK di rumahnya yang terletak di Cipedak..
------stengah jam berlalu----aceh belum dateng juga---
lagi pada nungguin, helmnya ayam (adedanar) jatuh ke kubangan air kotor.haha kasian juga
------stengah jam lebih seperempat---akhirnya aceh dateng bareng camen(didi).
langsung deh berangkat kita-kita hehehe
naik motor beriring-iringan. tapi gak taunya tempat yang dituju itu udah kelewatan hehehe.jadinya muter lagi deh..
lagi asik dijalanan,tiba-tiba polisi ngebunyiin sirinenya.ternyata polisi itu ngiringin suatu mobil sedan item yang plat nomernya 'RI 2', bahh ! Pak Boedi sih ini mah hehe
yang kocak,si julek(zulfy)sama pardi malah minggir ke kanan pas ada iringan itu! hahaha.bukannya ke kiri malah ke kanan dia mah
eh gak taunya ban temen2 gw pada bocor lagi disana (Galang,Bejo,Om Gun)yaudah pada nungguin deh kita-kita sambil makan mie ayam pinggir jalan.sebenernya waktu itu gw udah bawa bekel, tapi karena makanan gw disikat rame2 ya gw belon kenyang.jadi gw ikutan beli mie ayam deh..
asuu,belum abis mie ayam gw, tapi yang lain udah pada mau berangkat.jadinya gw bungkus aja deh tuh mie ayam.hehe
akhirnya kita berangkat ke satria mandala.gw yang waktu itu diboncengin upay memimpin rombongan disusul utha(adiputera) dan andio di belakang. waktu nyampe perempatan, dengan muka sok taunya si upay dan utha ngambil kiri dan waktu ngeliat ce2p (rian cpb) malah lurus mereka langsung ngetawain ce2p.tapi ternyata jalan yang dipilih oleh upay itu slah.haha sok tau bener dah ini anak.tapi akhirnya gw,upay,utha,andio bisa nyampe satria mandala juga hehe.
sampe sana, temen2 gw yang muslim dan masih inget Tuhan lansung pada sholat berhubung waktu itu hari jumat.hehehe
yaudah setelah pada selesai sholat,kita langsung take photo disana.seru juga !




abis sesi pemotretan selesai waktu pengen pulang payungnya bejo ilang, tapi untung ditemuin lagi oleh joeng dan indro. cabut dehhh!
niatnya kita pada pengen ke Jembatan texas (universitas indonesia)
seperti biasa, ada aja masalah. ada temen2 gw yang ketinggalan rombongan tapi untung mereka yangketinggalan itu pada gak nyasar.hehe
karena motor tempurnya vemau(agung) waktu itu udah empty jadi kita mampir dulu di om bensin.tapi inilah hidup, disaat se2orang membutuhkan sesuatu disaat itu pula ada se2orang yang membuang sesuatu dengan cuma2, dialah Kuncung(Aryo) dia terpaksa boker di pom bensin karena perutnya udah mules selama dijalan hahaha.(sampe gw nulis blog ini,Aryo masih suka dicengin sama temen2 sekelas gw hahaha sabar aja ya yo)
yaudah lanjutin perjalanan, tapi nyampe ragunan, tiba2 hujan mengguyur jalanan.tapi gapapa.sampe basecamp(mamang) kita semua neduh dulu bentar buat ngelanjutin take picture@jembatan texas.tapi yoga sama arvin memutuskan pulang terlebih dahulu waktu itu. Dan gw memutuskan untuk ngambil motor gw dirumah temen gw dan membawanya ke bengkel.hehehe
waktu gw pengen ngambil motor, si komenk(vitra) ngasih uang ke gw 8ribu rupiah.bahh!terharu gw sama solidaritas kelas ini.mungkin nominalnya ga sebeapa tapi bentuk perhatian inilah yang ngebuat gw ngerasa dianggap bagian dari komunitas yang terkenal kompak ini.
abis ganti ban motor gw di bengkel, perut gw miskol.untung ada tukang mie ayam lewat, lansung pesen dehh gw. pedes benget tuh mie ayam, malah waktu itu ga ada yang jual minuman. huaahh
yaudah gw langsung ke basecamp buat liat yang lain, tadinya gw pengen langsung pulang ke rumah. tapi hati gw berkata lain, gw masih pengen sama temen2 yang lain.jadinya gw nyusul ke UI deh, untung ketemu bejo sama camen dijalanan yang waktu itu kondisinya lagi ujan lumayan deras.
sampe UI, motornya komenk mogok.pasti gara2 nerjang becekan mulu.untung bisa nyala lagi.
waktu itu stadores diboncengin kopral(davidson), beuh mesra euy ujan2 haha
meski waktu berangkat ke satria mandala tadi si stadores bareng kekasihnya yang lain, yakni danar.hehehe


(piss bang, jangan ada yang marah ya kalo subjek di blog ini ikut baca,hehe)
sampe di jembatan texas kita langsung photo2 sampe maghrib, udah gitu raditya dika lewat lagi hehehe.meskipun gosip gempa sempet nerjang tapi itu ga jadi masalah buat kita waktu foto2 di jembatan texas.
big thanks for Om Gun, Ando Bule, dan Ce2p yang udah mau jadi tukang motret.